I’m going to drown myself in the sweet melodies of my music and pretend today never happened.
I’m going to close my colour blind eyes and open them again to see the world in technicolour.
I’m going to lose myself in the rhythm,beat, drum and bass.
I’m going to scream along to lyrics to feel anything but the disappointment I currently feel.
I’m going to pretend for one night, that I actually matter and that I’m the only one on this over populated planet of ours.
I’m going to deafen myself listening to dance,trance, metal, rap and even R&B and hip hop.
I’m going to do any and everything to drown out the feelings inside until all I feel is the music pulsing through my system, my heart rate and breathing in sync.
I’m going to deafen myself to the sounds of everyday life until all I can hear is the music within my soul.
Music defines where I’m going.
Music defines where I’ve been.
Music defines what I’m feeling.
Music defines what I’m seeing.
Music defines me.
I don’t need a plant to get high,
Music is my drug and it’s one I’ll never stop taking.