How do I go on?
Go on, knowing he’ll never be around me again.
And I can never again touch him in that way where everything seemed to melt away.
How do I love again?
For he has the possession of my heart.
How do I go on, when he finds another?
Let the pain engulf me and the loneliness of a life in solitude surround me.
Let me become numb,
Let me dance with steel,
Play with fire,
Gamble with pills,
Free fall off of skyscrapers
And be blissfully numb to it all.
I thought we would last forever,
He was my life and he said I was his,
Yet here I am,
But where is he?
It was over before it began.
A forever never meant to last.